I left New Hampshire 14 years ago this August. I loved growing up there, and while I would never move back, I find that the place never really leaves you. It is part of me, waiting for a quiet moment to resurface. And when it does, it always brings me back to a much simpler time, one I am grateful to have lived.
The other day, I was sitting on the balcony with my morning coffee, and I let myself drift. Eyes closed, and just like that, I was a kid again. Summer vacation, no schedule, no screens, no noise. Just the neighborhood settling into itself, and nobody around to tell you what to do with the day. I would stretch out on the front steps and stare up at the clouds for what felt like hours, watching them shift and change into whatever my imagination needed them to be. By today’s standards, it might sound like nothing, but I would not trade it for anything.
New Hampshire is a beautiful state, and I mean that in the way you can only mean something you have actually lived. Early mornings in the spring or fall had a quality hard to put into words. If you made it to the lake before the rest of the world woke up, you would find the water completely still, a perfect sheet of glass with the mist rising off the surface like something out of a painting. In the fall, the trees along the shoreline would be blazing with color, every shade of red, orange, and gold reflected back in that glassy water. And then, just when you thought the moment could not be more perfect, a fish would jump and send a single ripple across the whole thing. That image has stayed with me for decades.

Fall in New Hampshire deserves its own chapter. I was lucky enough to see fifty of those seasons change. There is nothing quite like a motorcycle ride down the Kancamagus Highway when the leaves are at their peak, the road winding through the White Mountains with color pressing in on both sides. And if you come around the right bend and catch the Mount Washington Hotel sitting in the valley at Bretton Woods, framed by that full spectrum of autumn color, it stops you in your tracks every single time. Some sights earn a place in your memory permanently. That one did.
This is one of the quiet gifts of retirement that nobody really warns you about. You finally have the time to sit still long enough for the memories to find you. And they do a little differently each time, with some new detail surfacing that you had forgotten was even there. These are just a few of the ones that come back to me most. The front steps. The lake at dawn. The highway in October. The thing about a memory is that it does not age. You can visit it anytime, and it is always exactly as you left it.


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